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I never thought of Mark as being loud, but without him here... the loft is fucking silent.

No Maureen this does not mean you should come over and make a lot of noise.

I like the quiet.

Really.

It's just weird.

I think about playing my guitar, but then what's the point? I haven't played seriously since A-... since almost a year ago now.

Sometimes I'll pick it up, strum my fingers along the strings for a little while, but only so I keep busy with something.

...I think I'll just go sit out on the fire escape for a while.